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Yasin designs

2011-11-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Check out my design blog..i custom made surah yasin book just for your special day..promotion price RM3 each!

http://yasminstudio.blogspot.com/

i want to design on something about women,but what?

2011-08-01T04:12:00.000+08:00

so yeah!!the title basically speaks for itself..im in the middle of blurry mode.i know i wanted to do something about women and babies..been reading a lot of issues about abandoned children and the baby hatch program, and loads of article regarding women but i still have no firm title.
fyi, im talking about my thesis proposal:)
i will update more about WOMEN soon! hope i could turn this blog to a more educational site no?

whatever it is,

selamat bersahur ya kepada seluruh umat islam di Malaysia :)

xo

hi!!!

2011-07-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

hello everybody, i havent been updating my blog for quite a long time..these few months has been awesome, ive been on hols for almost 4 months..new sem starts after raya! yeah!!!ramadhan gonna be a blast!!

well, recently i took pre wed photos for my dearly bestfriend..i hope they love the outcome..im quite nervous actually cos this is the first time i took real photos for other people..selalu suka2 je..here are some shots that i love

saje letak gbr yg x nampak sgt muka:p privacy org lain..hehe..anywhos a lot of people gave me good feedbacks on the photos ive taken..but..like i said..just suka2..i'll do it for any friends of mine..

anyway, nothing much to write actually..see u soon!xo!

concept of my home

2011-04-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

while i got nothing to do..im trying topicture in my mind how my new home will look like..we will prolly get an aprtment..not too big 800-900sqm..just nice for 2 person..nak beli landed..like owh..emm..geee..dalam mimpi..but..if we know how to decorate our house..small house pun could look big..i definitely will go for grey+ red theme..

got this images from the internet..i want it to look sumthg like this..the thing is $$$..if only im rich..heheh..but..i ll make sure it will look somethg similar..must go furniture hunting wisely..not now lah..x salah if kite angan2 rite..

(^.^)

finally decided!

2011-04-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

back to previous post..ive finally decided the design of the plate that i want

classic cafe red

i imagine my future home to be modern and simple..so..this is wat we decided..we bought 3 sets..banyak kann..i know..but well,im like a future control freak..next in the line is the pot sets!geeeeee..ade org nk beli kan x for my wedding?hehehee...

random

2011-04-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

my friend, rauda recently post on fb if anybody wants to buy correlle dinnerware set..then it clicked through my mind..i gotta buy it!!and it is uber cheap..her sister is coming back for good from US so we can order from her..

otlho im not going to get married yet..but wth..only 1 year till i move in to my new home..so..beli sikit2 x terasa la kan..and it is corelle..mane lg nk dpt cheap ones..

either this

or this..

but i cant decide the colour...

both come in red and black

ade floral. pattern also..but nampak too old ke?

well..i think im gonna decide later..if u guys yang baca this post wanted to buy some corelle from US..u can email raudalee@gmail.com..before 10th May 2011!!

another tempting diet challenge

2011-04-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

diet..diet..diet..owh so boring!!but am fat as a panda's ass..heheh..what should i eat and shouldn't??

well..this picture definitely speak louder than words..

renung2 kann...

happy dieting all!!

my wishlist for APRIL 2011

2011-04-06T16:31:00.003+08:00

~~1.yuna's new album..~~
~~(altho 7e is just behind my house..im so malas to go there and buy..)~~

~~2. Starbucks tumbler..~~
~~(always buy caramel machiato for my coffee boostt..if we get rm2 discount if we use our own tumbler)~~

~~3.Dior lipstic..(with serum)~~

4.GAP shirts..

I couldnt think of others that i want..so..thats it!gotta get back to work!lol

xoxo

Janji Manismu

2011-04-03T13:08:00.001+08:00

suke sangat lagu ni..

my daily diary-03

2011-03-30T14:16:00.001+08:00

im ultimately blur..i dunno wat im doing..im suppose to focus and finish up my sections and elevations by yesterday..29032011..look what happen?

i need a helping hand not a helping mouth..i had enough of these..if i know what im doing i wont ask for help.so now..its just me..me..me..me..

can i pull this off?doa2kan lah ye..bak kata org patah sayap silih berganti..now one of my wings has fall off..xkan i nak sit and do nothing..i need to fix it..

the world is coming to the end.i will not sit and ponder.

take 5

2011-03-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

made this while bored designing buildings..picture*stole from ain's profile..

much love

XOXO

my daily diary-02

2011-03-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

finally done with podium plans..ade down moments kejap siang td..as usual i cried my tense off..although they are not fully completed with pattern, etc..okla kann....proceed..now am doing tower plans..omg..kenapa la aku ni terlebih pandai/bengap sgt pegi buat 30 tingkat lain2 floor..so now i hv to produce 30 floor plans..yikes..so..plan for tomoro:

28/03/2011

finish up elevations and section cuts + tower plans..kasi allign itu semua

29/03/2011

proceed with detailing of the sections and elevations..

i really hope i can finish up all these in 2 days!

will update once i'm done..

xoxo

(^_^)

my daily diary-01

2011-03-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

25032011
tonight's target: complete the design of the ground floor podium and make some changes on the orientation.major2 critical issue!!haih..if it cause me my sleep..please do :( :)
current time: 11.33pm

26032011
if i finish my ground floor,im gonna climb up to 2nd-5th floor..

ok thats it!xmo berangan banyak..lotsa works to do..so lil time..

Muahhhhsss XO -.-''

Bravo u CopyCAT

2011-03-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

i manage to detect a copycat!so shcoked.. how dare you betray your friend's trust!when u ask for someone elses help..u dont betray em..ni x..u copy bulat2 and u claim it's urs..boo!i will never ever trust u again..i really hope U read this post..cos u know who U are ok? u dont deserve any grades for what u've done..dunia ni kecik je beb..LEARN!

why im not married yet?

2011-03-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

Why the hell im not married yet?ive been engaged for almost 2 years..(the deal is actually 2 years) semua orang dok tanya and perli2..tunang awal gile tp x kawen2..owh hello..suka hati la..u dont know whats going on wif my life ok..?tula cabaran bertunang ni..the reason is very simple..im still studying!!i continued my studies 1 year ago and still have 1 year left..(opportunity that i cant resist*)education comes first..well,im taking care of myself in case anything happens.. and also i xnakla beban kan my future husband with my work loads and stuff..so,better wait till i graduate baru lah kawen.. the next question people usually ask..kawen jela walaupun tgh study..gilo gapo?answer:i study architecture kot..it is not easy..bukan kene bukak buku hafal..i have to use my brain in every possible creative ways and banyak masa nak gune..sometimes i dont have time for myself and no time for sleep..seee??i dont want my future husband to think im crazy..already he thinks i am..so..please people..engagement is a good thing..learning your future spouse and supaya orang tak mengata kita..its not that we dont wanna get married..we r still young and let us lead our lives..lagipun..what im doing right now is to make my parents proud with their daughter, orang yang membesar kan i for 25 years..so please if u dont know anything,please...i think im not gonna answer questions about this nemore..if ade orang ty i will just keep silent okeh..thx for those who understand..and to my future husband..u r the best..thank you!biar lambat asal selamat k :)

selamat pre- pengantin baru nadzrah!

2011-03-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

i cannot wait to post this entry actually..i will try to update bit by bit..starting from...

Bachelorette limo party...
it was a last minute plan from ain..limited time but we managed to pull it off..what happened was we tot of kidnapping her for sleepover/ small girls party..but then shes not allowed to go out cos pantang org kahwin kan..so,instead we bring us to her..lol..dat doesnt come out right..ok..we decided to celebrate in d car instead n park in front of her house to celebrate..no choicelah..kalau x buat i think we will regret it sooner or later..so..this is wat we did,

get mcd mcflurry,fries n nuggets..mula2 nk beli starbucks..but,it was late in the evening..jam so kite make it simple n fun..well old town has everythg..

we made her this card..last minute seriously, ade error sikit but xpelah kan..print kat old town(also) we tot of framing it but then we couldnt find a nice frame..so ain chose to buy that holder..ok jugak..

me n bride..balloons!!untuk decorate my limo*ehemm*we pump about 20 balloons and scattered it inside my car..twas exhaustingla pumping this those balloons..but surprise2..cool..zoom in on top of her head..we also bought crown for the princess..LOL..sweet kan kitorg*hahaha perasan*

tadaa..n secret recipe chocolate moulten + sugar princess..sorry whip cream dah cair by the time we kasi u..maklumlah,kitorang pump belon agak lame..

mula2 nak cari cupcakes..x jumpe sadly..so that will do..

ok..this was the end..picture taken by asyraf khaleefur,nadzrah's brother..

that was it..me and ain really relieved we manage to pull it off..and surprise her for the last time as single lady..next post will be nadzrah as wifey pulak kan..we love u honey..XO

Nextt...tunggu next time..so penatlah today..hehee..

much love XD

2011-03-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello:) ive not been updating my blog cos i am extremely busy with my studies..yeah..since my last post,ive come to my sense and get myself back on track..well, nasib i finally have the design for my highrise project..sabar minn..only 1 year left n ure free to go :p this saturday will be one of my besties wedding..nadzrah and fiance dani..cant wait to go..well, i need to cari baju and tudung..cos ive put on weight..heh..i was/am stress ok with studies**will diet as soon as i finish my finals..ok balik to nadzrah, i still rmb the day they both 'declared' themselves as couple..lol..that time was during hot air balloon fes in putrajaya..korang ni advance kan..i yg dah lama pun x kawen2 lagi..dugaan2..Back to me again..this coming friday ive open crit with externals..omagad..i have not prepared anything yet .. just a blank unfinished drawings..bosan aa mende2 ni..lagi2 lately ive been really exhausted/tired/unwell for i dont know what reason..my guess is the time of the month is coming really soon..malas2..anyway, i dont know what the hell ive been crapping about in this entry..tunggang tebalik sudah..I missed being me..cepatla habis!!

sit back and relax once a while-enjoy the show

2011-02-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

joyous feelin'..just enjoy the show :)

unrated

2011-02-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

this year is the turning point of my life where im turning 25.Gosh..am i old?getting old?or do i look old?i just wish that this year would become a great year,instead nothing good happen to me so far.I think im a bit lost. What bothers me the most is my dull life, i just need something or anything to spice up my life. Im bored doing the same routine over and over again. Shopping?owh no..i had enough.I think i have no longer desire to shop. Yea..exactly.what happened to me?i wonder.Where is nadzmin?hes always around,accompany me 24/7.but, it's not enough..i still feel bored and lazy as ever. Friends?i havent heard of them since...?prolly they hate me or talk behind my back or sumthg(not all 1% i think)..i dunno..or this is just my feelings?watever..yea..most of them are either working,married and or dating with boyfriends. i was too nice to people.. i know,all that for nothing.No token of appreciation.watever. back to mylife..there must be something that i can do..what is it??im still searching for what i wanna do with my life, it seems dat none of my goals succeeded.i wanna be somebody,somebody that other people can look high up too. A person with confidence and positivity.instead..here i am blogging and whining.arghh..im so mad with myself..i used to be mad with those malays who are easily demotivated,lazy and brag.im turning into one!!i hate it. i just wish tomorrow will be better.After this post if i do not have any effort to change my life.than...............................................................................................................................?

what's next?

10 things that you can do when you are away from your loved ones and feel marooned.

2011-02-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

10 things that you can do when you are away from your loved ones and feel marooned.

1. Read a book- Now, they don’t say that books are your best friends for nothing! A good book with a cup of coffee can give you company for hours. Even if you are not much of a reader you can still indulge yourself into comics! Remember Archies, Tinkle, Garfield, Calvin &Hobbes…….

2. Pen down your random thoughts- Often when you are alone and away from near and dear ones, the solitude of time and space brings lot of thoughts in the head and it is the best time to introspect and write down your thoughts into a diary…..a certain memoir to keep! You will yourself be surprised when you read it again after a few years.

3. Go for a walk- What better to beat the solitude than being amongst people itself! A stroll by a beach, lake or in a park will cheer you up so much. At times just gazing at people, observing their activities can really take your blues away. And then, a breath of fresh air and a little bit of exercise will also give extra benefits!

4. Listen to your favorite music- Just put the CD on and play your song. It is probably the best time for you to listen to ‘your’ music and feel it completely. You can sing along aloud, you can groove with it in front of the mirror or you can simply close your eyes and feel the rhythm in your soul.

5. Solve a puzzle- Take a crossword, su-do-ku, brain-teasers -anything that interests you, and try solving it. Set your own deadlines and make your own rules. It is a great way to not just avoid boredom but also exercise the brain!

6. Experiment in the kitchen- Now, if you are a homemaker then you might not like this idea a lot but there is always a time when each of us want to experiment our own recipes. And what better time than this to test your culinary skills! Go ahead, mix and mash anything you feel like without any worries of what will your hubby/boyfriend/kids will eat if you mess it up! If you are a guy, well you might just impress your girl with a culinary innovation!

7. Watch a movie- Get a DVD from your local shop and enjoy a movie. A comedy is the best option but so is any other movie that you really have been wanting to watch in a long time but haven’t got a chance to do!

8. Pamper yourself- Go shopping! Join a hobby class. Learn something new or reinvent an old hobby. Get activity kits and absorb yourself in the world of creative arts.

9. Connect with the past- See old cards, letters, photographs. It is something that is bound to make you feel better. You might also get excited to call an old friend whom you haven’t called in a long time. It is time to reconnect!

10. Write letters – This is the perfect time to pour your love into a letter and send it across to the people whom you are missing. You can write a long letter describing how much you miss them, tie it with a ribbon and send it through post. The recipient will be pleasantly surprised to see your little gift.

my sister's wedding

2011-01-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

My sister's wedding is just around the corner..+..my eldest sister just got back from UK, so it has been a chaotic weekend, everybody wants to say something and put their thoughts in..bla3..well, i didnt do much,but i downloaded some wedding songs..well, it definitely lighten up the day..i think i'll just wait till the week before to help out with the door gifts and whatever help they needed..mostly everything is ready. The only task for me is to design a simple thank you card + i designed a cover for the chocolate bar that i think i wanted to 'donate for her akad'..here are some pictures u guys can take a look at :

Both cards above are the proposed thank you card and stickers,there are a lot more but so malas to jpeg it

This is the chocolate bar wrapper that i designed for her..shocking pinko..hope this will turn out great after printing..

dats all for now,listening to bunga rampai by zaleha hamid..best2!

bunga rampai ditabur-tabur

hati longlai jadi terhibur

Bff contest

2011-01-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

hey dolls & kens,while i was googling some stuff, i came across this website http://www.eightdesignsboutique.com/2011/01/my-bff-contest.html

Apparently there is a BFF contest!

Well, i took the opportunity to join and email a picture of me and my friends:

The cuckoos

Left-right: yasmin, ain, nadzrah, nadiah

I joined this contest just for fun and mostly, to show my appreciation for my favourite friends.

This picture speaks a thousand of memories and left to be.

I hope one day we could gather again just like this,plain and simple.

love always;

yasmin

p/s :the contest is still on until the 30th of january, so,grab this opportunity to thank your most wonderful BFFs that has been ur backbone through thick n thin!

Independent women can go shopping alone

2011-01-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

I have to post this..this girl is hilarious!check her out will ya?

Tutorial hijab Hijab and the city

2011-01-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

Be confident even if ure wearing hijab!

hijab tutorial 1

2011-01-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

2011-01-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

I am crazy over Hana tajima..shes such a gorgeous lady!!moreover, shes bff with yunalis..

Source:http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/hana+tajima/page/3/1701666843,1643726782

Looking at these gorgeous ladies makes me wanna revamp myself..u know..hehe..i lurveeee all sorts of unique hijabs!especially the animal prints..but lately ive been lazy updating myself..even ANARAUDA is in sleep mode..yikes..i guess this is the right time to change..its new year!and im gonna be 25 soon..so what the hell..just experiment before its too late fer me..well..i hope to post more on hijab and fashion styles soon!! wait for my updates..

happy new year!

2011-01-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

I had a great new year..what about u?

1.1.2005-1.1.2011

2010-12-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

I cant believe that we've (me & n) been together for almost 6 years!!How time flies and we've been engaged for about 1 year +.We've been through a lot of ups and downs.i cant thank him enough for staying with me and support me in every impossible ways..hehe..i said IMPOSSIBLE...its beyond ur imagination ok! Alhamdulillah.
2011 is approaching really fast and my goal is to become a better person and hope that will be my last year as a single lady :)i will blog about my wedding then..tehee..As for now,5 days left to new year, ive been busy with work loads for my high rise tower.sheeshh.back to reality..bummer!

oi gemok!

2010-12-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

LOL.the title says it well.I know im fat,but this post is not about me..haha..ive been stalking some of my (chines,indian) friends pages in FB.Seeing their profiles make me missed the good old days back in Assunta high school.They were all still d same,mostly..but looking gorgeous tho..the hilarious part is they still speak corrupted-broken-malay-english language..like oi gemuks,oi babi and stuff..see..im not the bad one..blame the peers yahh..lawak gile..i remembered back then in school they were all very anxious and always ask us how to cursed in BM..it was all for fun..nothing more than that, i think outsiders might think they are fighting or whatevr..but that is just the way it is.typical assuntarian.The older they get,the more sakai they are..*mind my language.

Ad veritatem per caritatem;

yasmin

hello japan!

2010-11-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

cannot wait for my visit to japan!!!!!weehooo...cepatla habis portfolio review!

2010-11-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

banyak nye orang nak kawen!!my sister will be the first one in january, followed by dayana's engagement, and nadzrah's wedding!!the wedding that ive been waiting for..cant wait to celebrate her big day :)prolly next would be ain!owh..n not to forget, musyi's engagement!wowwee..everybody seems to be in the fast lane..

when is my turn?people keep asking me when im gonna get married,yada yada yada..the thing is,i already have my own plans..so,mid 2012 it is..

Anyway,cant wait for present hunting for ain n nadzrah's wed!!if im a millionaire by then, i would buy for u guys a beautiful bungalow at Bukit Tunku, but of cosla i x kaya kan..hehe..so harvey norman it is!

kalau korang baca ni, buat la wish list yaaa..i will tick2 mane2 yg affordable..hehe..

love mucho!!!

yasmin

2010-10-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

How did i not realize dat it is almost 2 weeks to finals.like OMG.How time flies..this semester i am busy with urban issues and plannings,added up with loads of assignments and stupid laptop *slows down my work.dem.*

Well, the good news is, i am more independent this time around..no more calling Nadzmin in the middle of the night to help me out,to cry on, to do my cad,to do my photoshop,to do my model,to print my drawings,to wake me up, to take me to eat, to pick me up, to send me home, to..........etc..nightmare turns sweet memories haa :)
Thats wat makes us stay together for so long..Architecture..now u know our secret..

You are my very extremely BESTFRIEND..
Without you i might be LOST..
You've seen and gone through the DARKEST - HAPPIEST time of my life.
Not much to say,just
Thank you!

Love you,
Now and always
Yasmin

Green

2010-09-22T13:25:00.001+08:00

Facade redesign

Biophyte Building

How i wish i could be this creative.

selamat hari raya!!

2010-09-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,

Maaf Zahir Batin.

P/s: tahun ni saya missed beraya wif my friends..sob2..forgive me for my busyness..maaf zahir batin yaa!If u guys came across this post: ain basri,nadzrah khaleefur,zulia zulkifli,nadiah mortadza & maisarah norizan.u guys will always be in my heart..

love2

-yasminmuhamad-

How i celebrate MY independence day..

2010-08-31T09:31:00.001+08:00

BZ BZ BZ..lotsa works,assignments n time wasted on sleeping..i wish i have 48 hours in a day so i can do everything in one time..ni time merdeka also lecturer want to meet us?ridiculous betul kot..anyway,my life is good..when im sick of my student life, there are always few friends that i could turn too..sumtimes, we need to sneak out from our life just for a while..|thx korangg..u might not know this but i really need a friend to talk too..i just need some motivation and gossipss of cos to keep me moving!|
On studio update,currently we re designing rumah satu malaysia..i dunno how it'll turn out + with our studio design schedule..everything overlapped..stress level increase..i wish i had more time to write..but ive to go to studio to meet our kind lecturer that willing to gv up his MERDEKA hols for us. :P

2010-08-28T04:10:00.001+08:00

Zaman moden ni nk jumpe kawan2 sendiri pun nk kene buat appointment.kawan ke tak tu..xnk kawan bole x?

kuantan preliminary

2010-08-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

me n studio-mates will be going to kuantan as early as 6 am tomorrow..(?)so my journey begins..im not 100% prepared for what's coming..hopefully i'll manage to keep up and finish my work by saturday..it will be a long journey tomoro...n since tomoro is tuesday and its a week-day..it gonna be a very heavy-traffic-jam at federal..i.e the route we're taking..thats y we need to move fast..and since im driving..i hate traffic jams..hahaha..membazir minyak disamping mengantuk kn sungguh jalan jam2 ni..

i will try to update n remind myself that this is gonna be the last two years of my architect-education..so,hope i can make it right..teehee..

night of ideas!

2010-08-08T01:05:00.001+08:00

Ding!!malam ni I'm full with ideas..cewah..brainstorming session with my bb..n guess wat..I think I know wat to design for my 5th year design thesis!!but it is confidential till next year lah..hehe..now baru berangan-angan..semangat pulak sekarang ni..(: next week I'm going to kuantan for urban studies..looks like I'm gonna spend my first week of puasa dekat sane ):after dividing the site zoning,turns out I dapat d biggest site..erkkk..terpaksalah jalan berkilometer..kenela shopping sports shoe kan :D

2010-08-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

Don't seem to understand y people deleted n added back their friends on fb..once u ve deleted a friend lah kn..y bother to add back?LOL.

my priority

2010-08-07T12:09:00.001+08:00

For the past 1 year,I have put my friends on top..turns out its d biggest disappointment..so,learn from lesson..u can hang out with them once a while..to catch up n stuff.. Not to offend anyone..let's move on :D

First week..

2010-07-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

First week je dah dapat assignment for design studio.we have to produce paper on a topic given. Lecturer told us yg our program ni nak ditukarkan to master program,so now we have to work extra hard to make it possible..lol.but i think,zaman bile la tu nk jadi..haha..memang sepatutnye our program tu to be change to masters program..yela..who d hell took double degree?plus,penatla kitorang nk mewar2kan kat setiap org yg kitorang jumpe kenapa kite amik 2 degree..hmm..

Anyway,architecture is all about experiencing the world. So,first week je dah pegi klcc buat site study,ni baru dpt a new assignment to find the construction of kampung house.Nampaknye,i'll be out again this weekend to kampong!!!another 2 weeks pulak im going to Kuantan for urban study.Will be there for a week and unfortunately clashed with ramadhan.Aiyoo..gonna be super dehydrated.

On top of all these, im fine and hope to finish in 2012 on time.amin.

so my new journey begins

2010-07-20T20:54:00.001+08:00

I cant believe myself that im continuing my studies.after 2 years of break..well architecture is definitely a long journey.Basically it is divided into 3 parts:part 1,part 2 and part 3..currently im proceeding with my part 2 course which will take me about 2 years..non architecture people would never understand what we going through.Sometimes i wonder why is it so hard..well,we should finish what we've started..so yeah,im trying.

Well,this is my first week in university..im staying in college.life is not dat bad..except im 24 n most of the students are younger..they call me akak..owh i feel so old..damn..havent start any of the classes yet,so..still in relax mode..cleaning my room n do nothing..ive pictures of my room,i'll upload later.Owh..n the good thing is they provide free wifi for students in college and faculty.Wow..totally different from um..i can just online from my room:)erkkk..d bad part is they put me on 4th floor..darn..hv to climb d staircase every single day..i kenot tahan till i wish to not see any staircase..otherwise,everything is fine :D

gtg for now..my mum is calling me to eat kueh :D

IHYSM!!

2010-07-16T04:35:00.001+08:00

Have ever hated anybody?well I do..n I hate her so much till I don't even know y I hated her at the first place..people can't just stop hating n competing..its in our nature..when someone feels threaten..they will do whatever it takes to get rid of the other person..if they are friends..worst!they will stab u at the back n silently ignore u..sebaik mana kite sangka org tu..when u found out the truth..u'll be as frustrated as I am..well..I just ignore..ignorance is a bliss..I hope I will never hate another person in the future again.one is enuf :)remember, people..people hate us becos they re just jealous with wat we have..so,we won!

the good news finally arrived!!!!

2010-07-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

recall my previous post?well..im so relieved..pheww~the good news is,i got to continue my studies.wee!!2 more years to go and im done!!!i never tot dat i could get this second chance.thank GOD thank GOD.im so grateful!
okay..gtg for now..

love y'all!!muaxxx!!

flip ur coin:head or tail?

2010-06-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

starting from today till this upcoming sunday, will be the most stressful/joyful week ever in my whole entire life..fingers crossed.hope everything will go as planned..Amin~

i cant tell what is it..cos it is a secret..but im feeling a bit nervous at the same time happy..aiyaa..mixed feelings..

head-good news
tail-bad news

so i'll just have to wait till this week passes..

Refresh!

2010-06-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

lamenye x update blog. A lot of things has been going on for a couple of months . emotional and hanky panky stuff.not appropriate to be discussed on blog.well now, i am waiting for my results to pursue my studies.InsyaAllah.cross fingers.if i din get through,there's always next year.be positive y'all.

peace
-yasmin-

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2010-04-26T18:16:00.001+08:00

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i met him in 2004

2010-04-18T05:29:00.000+08:00

19th april 2010, genap 1 year im engaged to my fiance..

How it started..

I met him in 2004 during our matriculation in UM..we knew each other from college activities..I still remember,it started off with some people trying to make fun and joking around with our similar name..min-min..at first it was nothing,we didint take it seriously..so,later on we started becoming friends..bla3..he asked me out to O.U..i said no..then i asked my roomate,farhana,ktrg discuss dulu..haha..so she said..just go minn..ure not doing anythg in the room anyway..i pun..okay..then i texted him and said yes..he picked me up..rupe2 chilli followed too..he tot i xnk go so he asked chilli to follow him..so we keluar 3 org..we ate at pizza and it was hilarious..we talked about our ex'es..it was still nothing..no feelings and all (but dats where all begins)..as time flies..i hurt few feelings..not that i intend to..(really..sorry)after few dates and a lot of credits wasted,at the right moment and right time i said yes..(still wasnt sure yet)..1st January 2005..wow..and i still have the same feelings till now..has been 5 years + 1 year of engagement..

thank you!hope we'll have 10 children and we'll be eating ice cream at Mc Donalds when we r 70..!!!

xoxo
yasmin ^_^"

u'll never know

2010-04-17T02:36:00.000+08:00

I received a shocking news from a friend,

'Someone' hated me because she thinks i stole her friend?LOL..is there such thing..?As far as im concern,i never steal anyone's friend..this is childish and wasting my time arguing about it..grow up honey..

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side.

Bile fikir balik,makes me wanna laugh out loud.I cannot believe such things still existed after school day is over..

-yasmin-

my heart whispered

2010-04-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

im sitting on a couch in my room taking a day off to relax and wondering what the hell im doing for 24 yrs of my life.deeply im sad of what i become today..in my opinion,i think i used to be a bright student,trying to compete with others and try to become the best and not afraid communicating with people.as I grrow up especially now thinking why the hell i took architecture really bothers my mind.im not the kind of person who always love to draw and imagine to built and design beautiful buildings.i was never exposed in that kind of environment nor to aware that those stuff exists..i used to imagine myself being on the top in my age now or settle down in a big respected company.whilst,im sitting here,on my couch still wondering about my future.can i be the best?can i perform?can i speak?can i?can i?arghhhh..im so sick of asking myself this question over and over again.how do i gain my confidence back and focus..?i think im gonna catch a muvie later today and get my mind off this mess..how i wish im a perfect person.

love,
yasmin

IM 24 !!

2010-04-11T15:35:00.001+08:00

oo yea..i turned 24 on 5th April 2010..Hope this will be the best year ever..i will make sure it happen

Special thanx to My fiance,Nadzmin Razali,
My bff,ain,nadzrah and nadiah

thank you for the surprise..u guys are the people i needed..not more nor less..

it was a bit chaos,nadzmin sesat,salah cake,n they scold the waiter insisting for the original paper bag while there wasnt any..lol..it was absolute funn..n a bit awkward since this is the first time we gathered as couples..luckily i dressed up..it wasnt the perfect surprise ever..but the imperfection makes it fun and turns it into a great n memorable night..(one thing they dont know,they bought the absolutely same cake like the one nadzmin bought me..hehe) they gave me a jigsaw puzzle of our photo together..it was simply amazing..i love it to death!!n nad bought me tudung ariani??OMG..i always wanted one instead i got 3?lol...thank u muchooo..u guys really made my day..

me n fiance

my Marshmellow cheesecake from zen

u guys really laa..made my day..thank you!

me wif the jigsaw!

love;

yasmin

relieved!!

2010-04-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

thank GOD my dad's operation was a success!!

Ya Allah,lindungilah dia..

2010-03-31T12:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite..around 2.30am my dad was admitted to the hospital due to heart condition...he is still in the hospital,under observation for approximately 4-6 days..i know he is strong.

Only Allah knows how i feel right now..

if u read my post..please keep this to urself..

I love you ayah.

yasmin~

once a week date

2010-03-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

last sunday,me n my friends went to the hot air balloon festival in putrajaya..apparently most of the organizers hv started packing their balloons..shooshh..nvm..there will definitely be next year..lgpun ktrg bukan la nk tgk ballooon tu sgt..hehee..first time i met with ain n nadzrah's bf..wow..they are great people..one is an engineer n another is a pilot..but thats not the point.i hope they will be happy and well treated by their other half.i'll definitely kick their ass if they mess with my friends..lol..threat nih! n for ur info..dating one of us is like dating the whole package..so deal with it..hehehe..welcome to the club babes!

me n nutzy

ain n boyfie

so sweet..

i forgot to mention!kiki was there too:D

4 of us..

finally..bf nutzy..

ure welcome nadz..ktrg mmg ur bestfren n saje tinggal kn u dengan die 2 org..

love:

yasmin

back on track!

2010-03-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

yasmin is back on archi biz!

yess..for now..im focusing on repairing my portfolio..I will do a MAJOR treatment on IT..hahah..dat bad?looks like..yikes..gonna take a lot of time..3 months goal bebeh..i know u can do it yasmin..just add a lil bit salt n pepper..u'll make it to the top!..

hope my spirit wont go away after i wake up tomoro morning...

owhh..emmm..ghee..

XoXO
yasmin~

wut d efff?

2010-03-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

if u dont want ur friends/other people to view ur fb wall..y just not delete d person or..dont open fb account at all?lol..how effing stupid..

sometimes..we just hv to open up n look forward to the future..y let the past shadow our life?

renung2 kan lah ye..

when u hv nothing else better to do...

2010-03-13T14:20:00.001+08:00

what do u do when u hv nothing else better to do?

lepak sorang2 kat Starbucks..sengal betull..

anyway..ive been sitting at home for the past week..felt relieved..just quit my job..

ive been doing nothing from mon-thurs..haha..wasted right?i just sat at home watch tv n eating junks..
on friday..my dear friend nadzrah took a one day off for me????awwww..schweeett..we went out to kl to take videos of ourselves..kunun2 jalan2 cari makan..haha..

i arrived at nadz's at 9.30..lambat sejam..then we headed straight to kg baru to eat nasi lemak Mak Wanjor!

memang sedap!!the warong is one row with nasi lemak antarabangsa..should try!

lepas tu we went to pavilion and eat dessert at the Loaf..Tun Mahathir punye kedai..

the cheesecake and puffs are simply delicious..

and they aren't expensive!

later that nite..i went out with ain pulakk..cos nadzrah has to go camping..

ktrg pegi PAPA RICH at pj state..

these are some of the pictures..

i had a fun day..

me n ain!

I love u babe..i really hope tat u decline the kuantan job offer..

Im gonna miss u..

love;

yasmin

do u follow ur other half?

2010-03-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

i dont..a bad example.i just dont feel comfortable..cos i hate people judging me..even if they dont..i still think they are..

well..it is up to the person tho..for me..i love to stay out of conflict...

love;

yasmin

i love u bunch!

2010-03-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

I love u bunch u green man!

Ex ow ex ow

~MuaxXxx~

yasmin

Belajar sampai lulus

2010-02-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

itulah marketing statement metro driving academy

belajar sampai lulus.

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when u hv a lot of siblings..u will not realize how ur bros n sis grow up so fast

little did i know..my brother (no 5th) had passed his driving license test

how time flies!

a lot of things to say

2010-02-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

today mcm mencurah2 la pulak nak tulis macam2..haha

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i never knew what my fav song is

till one day..ain asked me..minnn..ape ur curent fav song??i was likee..whatt??err..i know nadzmin's fav song..lady gaga..lol

pathetic isnt it??haha..

i dont know which song i like the most..i just know dat i dun like metal n hard rocks

besides dat..sume i layannn je..go with the flow bebeh!

im still searching tho for one..

haha

till then..

-yasmin the so not rock star-

twofaces.

2010-02-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

we know.u dont practice what u preach.

shame on u!

im feeling sorry.not to myself.to those people.

.hate is all i am today.

-yasmin-

To be thin.

2010-02-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

i was very2 thin 3-4 years back..i started gaining weight during my lasts semester in the University and the climax is when i went to the UK to visit my sister..after dat i manage to lose weight

but..i stopped..

since my friends have started dieting..i think i should too..now lets diet!im searching for a diet plan so that i wont starved..hope to find one by tomorrow and start a.s.a.p.(tehee..yea rite yasmin~)

i hate exercising.

so..thats about it..

peace:)
min

my new home:D

2010-02-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

yesss..as u can read from the title..my NEW HOME!

i think i grow up too fast..we all do i think..currently me n fiance is looking for a property to buy for our first home..prolly a small apartment/condo..well..the market value is totally inconsiderate..a decent house approx 1000sqft in damansara/pj/kl is about 200k n above...it is a lot of $$$..think of it makes me wanna puke..

but,knowing my fiance..he'll pull it off..but..

buying a house doesnt mean we're getting married soon..hehe

so..dun make any judgement here ok.

i'll post my invitation card to all of u when dat day comes..

hehe..gud nite dolls

love;

min

Kelapa jello

2010-02-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

Meet my kelapa family :)

cik santan,cik tempurung,cik kerisik

We love kelapo jello!

this is a picture of a delicious kelapa jelly i got from the internet..

memandang kan i terlupe nk take pictures..

tempting kan??

we have a thing for this coconut jello (ss15 subang punye best) and what we do is we often meet up just to eat this delicious dessert..

yummeh!

So nutzy decided to create a nickname for our love for kelapa jelly..

(a bit lame n poyo.i noe.haha.who cares)

p/s:if u guys came accross this dessert..go ahead n try..it should taste good..

love;

min

i got tanned!

2010-02-17T10:37:00.000+08:00

damn it..after a beautiful getaway in perhentian..ive turn into an ugly duckling..i got really tanned!really..tula..*sape suruh snorkeling 12 tgh hari..*anyway..after i got back from the trip..i cepat2 cari brightening cream..haha..wishing dat my skin would turn back into its original state..i found this..

Olay intensive brightening serum

I bought it around RM60++..cannot remember..i hope this thing will help me to to get rid of my sun burn a.s.a.p!

love;
min

Journey to the East!

2010-02-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

hey..tonite me n my fellow friends will be going to besut for kak roses wedding on monday..yea..MONDAY..but we decided that we gonna go for a short holiday n enjoy terengganu..of cos it includes PERHENTIAN island..one of the most beautiful island in msia..anyway..couldnt say much..since i havent been there yet..so just wait for my update after i get back..

~aahhh..beautiful beaches,seafood and keropok leko..*drools*

cant wait cant wait!

love;
min

new experience

2010-02-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

today went well..i went for my first meeting this afternoon..n thank GOD everything went smooth..i was supposed to go there with an architect to supervise me..but end up i hv to do it all by myself..alone..without any experience and guidance..the thing is..i never went for consultant meetings before..bcos usually my boss will go n do all the talking..however..since he is on a 3 wks leave..i have to take over his place and do all his works + my work= A lot of work..hmm3..but it was a good experience..

first i hv to read the minutes of the last meeting...(it's like public speaking ok..in front of clients and consultants..luckily im not that nervous n read it with style.haha..perasan) then we discussed about the agenda of the day..mostly about the ongoing construction of show units..well..i managed to explain and answer their questions..

I must say it was a great experience during my last days in this office..I still hv one more meeting to attend next week..I took some photos of the model at the clients office..will upload it soon..

love;
min

the overall site

the model sample of the house

im gonna miss this project after i leave the firm..its sad cos im 100% involve with the whole process of making it a reality..

I never tot i would say..I LOVE MY JOB!

being an architect isnt bad at all:D

finally..kaching$$$$

2010-02-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

I just tender my resignation like 2 seconds ago..

hahahaha..but..i got a better offer,better pay, better location..what more could i ask for?

love;
min

2010

2010-01-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

half month of 2010 has gone buy just in a blink of an eye..wow..just imagine it has been almost 2 years since i graduated from University of Malaya..what hv i achieve since then?Sadly..nothing i guess..ive been dragging along telling myself to do something about it..but i didnt..n i dont even know y..So..this years goal is to get back on track n finish up those unfinished business..to be truthful..i think there are some progress..i hv started doing some sketches and designs..hopefully i will manage to learn how to do 3d successfully by end of March..

P/s:love u nadzmin

love:
min

Special dedication to Mr.N

2009-12-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zUMeCw99HU
Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna ..

sempurna

i dedicate tis special song called 'sempurna' by andra & the backbone to my fiance

i think ure perfect in every way..

Love,

min

outing with the ngok ngeks

2009-12-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

Mai's back!!woohoo..missed her..well yesterday we all went out fir dinner together
me,ain,zulia,nadzrah
&
Maisarah!
siapakah dia??

jeng3:inilah maisarah!

shes my schoolmate and also my second cousin..yess..we r related!
Dia sangat suke bercerita dengan penuh ekspresi dan emosi..i loike

we all borak x ingat dunia..from dominos mid valley to anw pj..dari 8pm-1am..mane x gile..
lame sgt x jumpe n need a lot of catching up..sempena mai ade bf ni..lagi la byk gossips..hehehe..
but I LOVE HER CINDERELLA STORY..
he is so lucky to get her & she is so lucky to meet him at the rite place and rite time
i wish u all the happiness in this world cous!!
nway..here some of the snapshots!!
enjoy

me n mai

mai & zulia

ktrg kat a&w

waffle yg sodap banget!!

me & ain..

nadzrah yg dpt dtg kejap je

bestfriends yg lame x jumpe nii..

dats all for now..

love;

min

surprise2!!

2009-12-10T10:58:00.001+08:00

Something will be delivered to Mr.N's office today..

hehe..

tadaaa!!

hope he likes it:D

XOXO:

min

happy birthday!

2009-12-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Mr.N..

hope u enjoy ur birthday as much as i do:D
i cant blog bout it today..i mean right now..
perhaps tomoro nite?ehee..

i really hope u will LoVE my birthday gift to u!

p/s:i ade post video at my fb..lol..it was sux i tell ya..
tp yg penting tu effort rite?

Cant wait for tomoro:D

Love:
min

2009-12-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

a lot of things happen lately..ive been very2 busy with work n stuff
it's not fun to be and architect..it requires commitment and loads of responsibilites
these few weeks ive been very bz with submissions,turun naik authority,meetings..
last time i was dying to do those things..but now..
pikir dua kali..

(p/s:if ure reading this apiz..not fun okayh..not fun..)

wow..tibe2 dah december..

nadzmin's bday is coming soon..yay!
khamis ni actually..what should i gv him?
i dah beli belt CK ok..and it cost me rm200+...
he wanted it so much and i just buy it and gv it to him straight away..
so..planning something else..
i pun x sabar to see what idea that i will come out wif this thurs..
haha..
n of course..luckily i bought a new dslr canon 450D!!
(hope the person who took my previous cam will burn in hell!)

i will definitely upload some pictures soon!
wish me luck in my brainstorming session for nadzmin's bday..

love:
yasmin

my bestfriends

2009-11-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

me,ain & nadzrah

i would like to thank these two people for cheering up my 23rd life

and make it a meaningful experience

ain
she has been a very good friend of mine since i was in school
back in form 1,i used to be friends with my classmates only,i dunno other people
from other classes..(since i was from different school from them,SSP-most of them are from assunta rendah)
soo..this girl was trying to make friends with me..i still rmbr
she was so nice..welcoming me to a whole new world of crowd..
bla..bla..bla..
form 3,4 and 5 we got into the same class..both prefects..kadet polis..interactors
same tuition..
n i always loved to go to her house after school n hangout.

bak kata org yasmin ade ain ada.
so we manage to become good friends..
shes so bubbly and cheerful all the time
believe me..wish i could be her..

we went to asasi together..then she got offerred to UTP..
we finally got to meet up n see each other more often after her graduation

thanx to u..i had such a fun year after a longg dull empty days in architorture..

well..i guess..in the future..we wouldnt be as close as we are now..in our 23rd*
soon,each n every one of us will get married..have babies..
life will never be the same anymore..sob2~

i wish we could still organize potluck?hehe..

thank you for making my 23rd a meaningful year..

u know i love u so muchoo!

nadzrah
we were never that close in school..
same group tho but she has her own friends..and bestfriends
owhh..n she was the best student..
i was average..haha..

we started to get close this yr after she graduated from arizona..
n settle down in malaysia..
u r such a fun person to be with..
i could spell out all my problems easily to u..
u too make my 23rd a meaningful year..
im soo glad that we are friends..

i dunno how to explain but u were there for me when i needed u!

hope both of u enjoyed ur birthday surprises this year:)

just a lil bit of token from me to show my appreciation to u guys as my bestfriends of 2009..

lovee mucchhoo,
yasmin muhamad

XOXO

recent update

2009-11-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

i have not been updating my blog for quite a while i guesss..

life is fun..

good things happen..

great friends by my side..

great guy supporting & loving me unconditionally..

what more could i ask for..?

love,

min

New layout!

2009-09-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

Im soo loving it..thanx rauda!!

Diari seorang isteri

2009-09-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

"Apelah awak nie....lama sangat nak bersalin dah berjam-jam dah tak keluar-keluar juga. Penat dah saya tunggu. Nih mesti ader benda yang tak elok awak buat , itu lah sebab lambat keluar budak tu banyak dosa la tu" rungut Zakri pd Nisa. Nisa hanya diam dan menahan sakit nak beranak, hampir 1 jam Nisa dalam bilik bersalin tapi baby tak keluar juga. Sebak hati Nisa bila Zakri berkata begitu. Sejak mengandung ada sahaja yang tidak kena dihati Zakri terhadapnya. Seakan-akan membenci Nisa dan anak yang dikandungnya. Jururawat datang memeriksa dan kemudian bergegas memanggil Doktor Johari. Doktor Johari (Doktor Peribadi) datang dan bergegas menyediakan keperluan menyambut kelahiran. Nisa hanya mendiamkan diri menahan sakit dan air mata meleleh panas dipipi bukan disebabkan takut atau sakit tapi rungutan Zakri tadi. Doktor Johari menyuruh Nisa meneran ..."Come on Nisa u can do it...once more...." Kata ransang Doktor Johari itu membuatkan Nisa bertenaga dan sekali teran sahaja kepala baby sudah keluar...."Good mummy" kata Doktor Johari selepas menyambut baby yang keluar itu. Tiba-tiba Nisa terasa sakit lagi dan Nisa meneran untuk kali kedua dan keluar seorang lagi baby, kembar rupanya. "Nisa u got twin, boy and girl, putih macam mummy dia" kata Doktor Johari memuji Nisa. "Tahniah Zakri,it's a twin" Doktor Johari mengucapkan tahniah kepada Zakri. Zakri hanya mendiamkan diri setelah menyaksikan kelahiran anak pertamanya, kembar pulak. Memang Doktor Johari itu menyuruhnya melihat bagaimana keadaan kelahiran anaknya. Baby boy dan girl Nisa namakan Mohammad Danial dan Nur Dania.Nisa berasa lega... tapi Nisa masih lagi teringat kata-kata Zakri padanya sebentar tadi. Terlalu banyak kata-kata yang membuat Nisa selalu kecil hati . Tapi Nisa tahankan sahaja. Nisa tahu kalau Nisa mengadu pada emak, Nisa akan dimarahi semula. Jadi Nisa hanya diam dan memendam rasa. Danial dan Dania diletakkan di nursery di Hospital itu sementara menanti Nisa berehat kemudian dapatlah Nisa menyusukan Danial dan Dania. Comel sungguh kembar Nisa. Nisa termenung dan otak fikirannya menerbang kembali detik-detik semasa Nisa mengandungkan kandungannya, Zakri selalu memarahi Nisa, ada sahaja yang tidak kena. Kata Nisa yang bukan-bukan, gila, ada sahaja tuduhan yang tidak masuk akal semuanya dihamburkan pada Nisa. Tak sanggup Nisa hadapi semua itu tapi demi kandungannya, Nisa kuatkan semangat dan pendirian Nisa. Ingat lagi waktu Nisa mula mengandung Zakri tak percaya Nisa mengandung anak dia, dua kali dia membuat pemeriksaan Antenatal samada Nisa mengandung.Zakri ragu anak dalam kandungan Nisa. Dia tak boleh terima baru tiga bulan kahwin dah mengandung.. ..Nisa dah 2 bulan...Nisa cuma kosong selama sebulan selepas berkahwin. Nisa tak tau nak cakap apa. Nisa balik rumah dalam kesedihan. Pada mulanya Nisa gembira bila mengandung tapi sebaliknya pula yg terjadi. Perasaan hati Nisa bangga Nisa dapat memberi zuriat kepada Zakri. Tapi apa yang Nisa dapat hanyalah tuduhan yang tak pernah terlintas di otak jemala Nisa. "Kenapa abang berlainan sekarang ni, tak macam dulu pelembut, suka berjenaka, ni tak asyik nak cari salah Nisa sahaja. Nape Bang?"soal Nisa pada Zakri . "Kaulah penyebabnya. Tak yah nak tunjuk baik plak" Zakri menempelak Nisa "Jantan mana yang kau layan kat opis kau tu" sergah Zakri lagi. "Abg syak Nisa ngan lelaki lain ke? Kenapa Abg syak yg bukan-bukan, Nisakan isteri Abang yang sah tak kanNisa nak buat jahat ngan orang lain pulak Bang"? terang Nisa pada Zakri. "ALLAH dah bagi kita rezeki awal,tak baik cakap cam tu. Itu semua kehendak ALLAH" Nisa senyum dan menghampiri sambil memeluk badan suaminya tetapi Zakri meleraikan pelukan Nisa dengan kasar sehingga Nisa hampir tersungkur. Nisa menangis dan sedih. Zakri buat tak tahu sahaja.. Deraian airmata Nisa semakin laju. Nisa hanya mampu menangis. Terasa dada . Nisa sakit menahan semua tohmahan dari Zakri, suaminya yang sah. "Woi, benda-benda tu bole terjadilah Nisa, kawan baik ngan bini sendiri, suami sendiri, bapak ngan anak, hah emak ngan menantu pun bole jadi tau apatah lagi macam kau nie, tau tak. Tu dulu kawan kau lama tu yang satu opis ngan kau tu, Farid, bukan main baik lagi budak tu"marah Zakri. "Entah-entah keturunan kau, darah daging kau pun tak senonoh ....heee teruk.. Nasib aku la dapat bini cam engkau ni"kutuk Zakri lagi pada Nisa. "Bawa mengucap Bang, jangan tuduh saya yang bukan-bukan saya bukan perempuan tak tentu arah walaupun saya menumpang keluarga ni , saya bukan jenis macam tu saya tau akan halal haram, hukum hakam agama. "Walaupun saya tak tau asal usul keluarga kandung saya, saya bersyukur dan berterima kasih pada emak kerana jaga saya dari kecil dah macam darah daging saya sendiri" kata Nisa pada Zakri. "Tapi Abang tak boleh hina keluarga kandung saya walaupun saya tak pernah tengok muka ayah dan mak kandung saya. Mereka lahirkan saya kedunia,"ucap Nisa sambil menangis. Semenjak kejadian itu Nisa terpaksa mengikut Zakri ke tempat kerjanya apabila habis waktu kerja. Nisa berehat di Surau tempat Zakri bekerja. Zakri bekerja di salah sebuah Pusat membeli belah dan kerjanya mengikut shif.Kalau Zakri shif malam terpaksalah Nisa menunggu Zakri sehingga pukul 10.30 malam - 11.30 malam sehingga habis Pusat membeli belah itu tamat waktu perniagaannya. Nisa terpaksa berbohong pada emak dan keluarga lain dengan mengatakan Nisa buat overtime di pejabat. Nisa terpaksa berbuat demikian kerana tidak mahu dikata-kata dan dituduh lagi. Dengan keadaan perut semakin membesar Nisa gagahkan juga. Tetapi kadangkala Zakri tidak menjemput Nisa di tempat kerja terpaksalah Nisa menaiki bas. Begitulah Nisa sehinggalah Nisa hampir pada waktu bersalin Nisa. Kalau diminta jemput...macam- macam kata kesat dilemparkan pada Nisa, perempuan tak tau berdikarilah, berlagak senang lah, lagak kaya lah. Pernah suatu hari Nisa naik marah kerana Zakri jemput Nisa lambat sampai sakit pinggang Nisa menunggunya. Nisa menangis. Zakri tiba-tiba naik angin dan cakap perangai Nisa macam firaun la, perempuan tak sedar dirilah, tak layak jadi isterilah, menyusahkan macam-macam kata nista dilemparkan pada Nisa. Nisa tambah sedih mengenangkan diri Nisa, ngadu kat emak takut dimarahi pula...bila Nisa balik ke rumah, mereka berdua akan berlakun yang mereka tidak bergaduh...Nisa sedaya upaya tidak mahu menunjukkan yang masalah melanda perkahwinannya. Kasihan Nisa...dalam keadaan yang begitu Nisa masih mampu bertahan, masih kuat lagi emosinya. Satu hari Zakri dalam keadaan marah telah menarik rambut Nisa dan menghantukkan kepala Nisa ke dinding...Nisa hanya mampu menangis dan menanggung kesakitan gara-gara Nisa nak pergi ke rumah Mak Usu Nisa yang ingin mengahwinkan anaknya di Tanjung Karang. Emak Nisa dah seminggu pergi ke sanauntuk menolong. Hari dah mula petang jadi Nisa mendesak agar bertolak cepat kerana kalau hari malam nanti bahaya , "Kita nak jalan jauh ni Bang. Biarlah kita pergi awal sikit bolehlah tolong apa yang patut. Masa nilah kita nak membalas pertolongan mereka, ingat tak masa kita kahwin mereka bekerja keras kan "kata Nisa pada Zakri. Zakri ketika itu sedang berehat menonton. "Bang dengar tak ni, lagi pun hari dah mula gelap,takut plak hujan nanti"desak Nisa lagi. Tiba-tiba Zakri bangun dan mukanya bengis memandang Nisa "Kau tahu aku penatkan, tak boleh tunggu ker,suka hati aku lah nak pegi malam ke siang ke tak pegi langsung ker"marah Zakri. "Itu Nisa tau, Abang dah berehat dari pagi tadi Bang masih penat lagi, Nisa cuma nak ingatkan Abang saja"Nisa memberitahu Zakri. Zakri datang pada Nisa dan direntapnya rambut Nisa dan di hantukkannya kepala Nisa kedinding. Nisa tak dapat buat apa. YA ALLAH sanggup Zakri berbuat demikian...terasa kebas kepala Nisa dan mula membengkak. Pening kepala Nisa dibuatnya."YA ALLAH kau kuatkan iman aku YA ALLAH, lindungilah aku dan kandungan aku dari bahaya YA ALLAH" doa Nisa dalam hatinya. Nisa memencilkan diri Nisa disudut dinding dan menangis. Zakri kemudian duduk diam.. Nisa rasa kepala Nisa macam nak pecah. Kebas masih lagi dan membengkak.. .berdenyut2. .."Bang, Nisa minta maaf jika Nisa membuat Abang marah" Nisa memohon maaf pada Zakri sambil teresak-esak. Treet,Treet, Treet, Treet....bunyi handphone Zakri. "Sapa plak nie sebok je...."Rungut Zakri yang tengah sibuk berborak dengan kawan-kawan di salah sebuah caf?. "Hoi, Encik Zakri, bini ko kat wad tak gi jengok ke, apa punya laki ko nie? sindir Azlan, kawan pejabat Zakri. "Alah, dia sihat je kat wad tu, makan tanggung berak cangkung, ha,ha,ha"gelak Zakri dan kawan-kawan lain. Azlan cuma berdiam diri. "Senangnya hidup Zakri nie tak ader risau langsung pasal bini dia"cetus hati Azlan. "Akulah kalau bini aku masuk wad bersalin aku sentiasa dok sebelah dia tau....mereka perlukan kita masa tu...nyawa mereka dihujung tanduk semata-mata nak melahirkan zuriat yang dari darah daging engkau tau, cuba fikir sikit" Azlan mengingatkan Zakri. "Iyelah, Lan, lagipun Nisa dah bersalin, selamat dah, sekarang tengah berehat laaa, apa aku nak risau lagi" jawab Zakri selamba. "Suka hati kau lah, tapi kalau ader apa-apa nanti kau jangan menyesal Zakri, sesal tak sudah nanti" kata Azlan lagi. Treet, Treet, Treet.....bunyi handphone Zakri. "Hello Zakri speaking" jawab Zakri. "Hello Zakri, Doktor Johari sini, ade masalahlah Zakri, pasal Nisa, datang segera ke hospital ye Zakri, Nisa tidak sedarkan diri......... ."panggilan kecemasan dari Doktor Johari "Iye ke, teruk ke dia Johari , okay I datang"...tuttttttt . Zakri menamatkan perbualannya dengan Doktor Johari. "Lan. Kau ikut aku, Nisa tak sedar diri ..."ajak Zakri pada Lan. "Hah, tadi kau kata bini kau sihat"tanya Lan pada Zakri. "Alah jom ler cepat" desak Zakri. "Zakri, kami tak dapat selamatkan Nisa, Nisa mengalami pendarahan otak yang serius, sebelum nie pernah tak Nisa jatuh atau...terhantuk kuat cause sebelah kanan kepalanya kelihatan bengkak dan ada tanda lebam. Mungkin kesan dah lama? tanya Doktor Johari dengan serius dan ingin penjelasan Zakri. Zakri hanya mendiamkan diri. Automatik otak Zakri teringat yang dia pernah menarik rambut Nisa dan menghantukkan kepala Nisa kedinding sekuatnya... dan selepas kejadian itu Zakri tidak pernah pun membawa Nisa ke Klinik untuk membuat pemeriksaan kepalanya dan semenjak kejadian itu Nisa sering sakit kepala yang teruk ...tapi Zakri tidak pernah mengendahkan kesakitan Nisa....baginya Nisa mengada-ngada ..saja buat sakit untuk minta simpati...tetapi sebaliknya.. ...Zakri hanya diam...."YA ALLAH apa aku dah buat" rasa bersalah membuat dirinya rasa menggigil... "Doktor Zainal yang merawat Nisa kerana Nisa mengadu sakit kepala sewaktu Nisa memberi susu pada kembarnya di Nursery, sakit yang amat sangat katanya so Doktor Zainal membawa Nisa ke Lab untuk membuat scanning di kepalanya dan confirm otaknya ada darah beku tapi malangnya ia sudah ditahap yang kritikal, kami tak mampu lakukan apa-apa kerana Nisa tidak mahu di operation sebelum meminta izin dari kau Zakri, Nisa telah pergi dulu dengan tenang.Permintaan terakhir Nisa, Nisa minta kau membaca diarinya. I'm really sorry Zakri. ALLAH berkuasa Zakri kita tak dapat menghalangnya" kata Doktor Johari lalu memberikan Zakri sebuah diari yang berbalut kemas dengan kain lampin baby yang masih baru. Zakri mengambil diari itu dan membuka setiap lembaran diari Nisa, setiap lembaran tertulis rapi tulisan Nisa dan peristiwa yang berlaku pada Nisa pada setiap hari , Zakri membacanya sepintas dan nyata keluhan,kesakitan segala luahan rasa Nisa semuanya tertera di diarinya. Dan Zakri dapati setiap peristiwa itu semuanya perlakuan buruk Zakri terhadap Nisa..."YA ALLAH kenapa aku buat Nisa begini" terdetik hati Zakri selepas membaca tiap lembaran diari Nisa. Dan terpandang oleh Zakri mukasurat akhir lembaran diari yang ditanda dengan bunga ros merah yang telah kering...membuat Zakri tertarik untuk membacanya.. . Untuk suami Nisa yang tersayang, I LOVE U Bang... "SELAMAT HARI ULANG TAHUN PERKAHWINAN YANG PERTAMA" Assalamualaikum. Abang, Ingat tak bunga Ros merah ni, Abang berikan pada Nisa sewaktu mula mengenali Abang. Lama Nisa simpan bunga tu Bang...Bunga inilah lambang bermulanya perkenalan Nisa dengan Abang. Nisa benar-benar menyayangi Abang. Nisa menyimpan setiap hadiah yang abang bagi pada Nisa.. Abang tak pernah tahu kan ... Itulah salah satu buktinya betapa sayangnya Nisa.. Terlebih dahulu Nisa ingin sangat dengar Abang panggil Nisa AYANG seperti kita baru kahwin.....Abang panggil Nisa AYANG...terasa diri dimanja bila Abang panggil Nisa cam tu...walaupun Nisa dapat merasa panggilan AYANG itu seketika sahaja. Abang dah banyak berubah. Perkataan AYANG telah hilang dan tidak kedengaran untuk Nisa lagi. Kenapa? Bencikah Abang pada Nisa? Abang...mukasurat nie khas utk Abang. Bacalah semoga Abang tahu sayangnya Nisa pada Abang. Abang ingatkan hari nie hari ulangtahun perkahwinan kita yang pertama dan Nisa hadiahkan Abang........ Danial dan Dania. Untuk Nisa tak perlulah Abang bagi kerana tak ada apa yang Nisa inginkan melainkan kasih sayang Abang pada Nisa. Nisa akan pergi mencari ketenangan dan kedamaian untuk diri Nisa. Nisa pergi untuk menemui NYA. Nisa harap Abang akan menjaga Danial dan Dania dengan baik dan jangan sekali-kali sakiti mereka. Danial dan Dania tak tahu apa-apa. Itulah hadiah paling berharga dari diri Nisa dan mereka adalah darah daging Abang. Jangan seksa mereka. Abang boleh seksa Nisa tapi bukan mereka. Sayangilah mereka...Nisa ingin mengatakan bahawa Nisa tak ada hubungan dengan sesiapa melainkan Abang sahaja di hati Nisa. Jiwa dan raga Nisa hanya untuk Abang seorang. Terima kasih kerana Abang sudi mengahwini Nisa walaupun Nisa in cuma menumpang kasih disebuah keluarga yang menjaga Nisa dari kecil hinggalah Nisa bertemu dengan Abang dan berkahwin. Nisa harap Abang tidak akan mensia-siakan kembar kita dan Nisa tidak mahu mereka mengikut jejak kehidupan Nisa yang malangkerana menumpang kasih dari keluarga yang bukan dari darah daging Nisa...tapi Nisa bersyukur kerana dapat mengecapi kasih sayang sepenuhnya dari keluarga ini. Nisa harap sangat Abang akan sentiasa memberitahu pada kembar kita yang Nisa ibunya akan sentiasa bersama disamping kembar kita, walau pun Nisa tak dapat membelai dan hanya seketika sahaja dapat mengenyangkan kembar kita dengan air susu Nisa. Berjanji pada Nisa dan ingat DANIAL dan DANIA adalah darah daging abang...Ampunkan Nisa dan halalkan segala makan minum Nisa selama setahun kita bersama. Sekiranya Abang tidak sudi menerima Danial dan Dania berilah pada emak Nisa supaya emak menjaga kembar kita dan segala perbelanjaan Nisa dah buat nama emak untuk KWSP Nisa. Biarlah emak menjaga kembar kita sekurang-kurang terubat juga rindu emak sekeluarga pada Nisa nanti bila memandang kembar kita. Comel anak kita bang..Dania mengikut raut muka Abang...sejuk kata orang dan Nisa yakin mesti Danial akan mengikut iras raut wajah Nisa...Ibunya. ..sejuk perut Nisa mengandungkan mereka. Inilah peninggalan Nisa untuk Abang. Semoga Abang masih sudi menyayangi dan mengingati walaupun Nisa sudah tiada disisi Abang dan kembar kita. Wassalam. Salam terakhir dari Nisa Untuk Abang dan semua. Doakan Nisa. Ikhlas dari Nur Nisa "Sabarlah Zakri, ALLAH maha berkuasa. Kuatkan semangat kau, kau masih ada Danial dan Dania" pujuk Azlan. Zakri hanya tunduk membisu. YA ALLAH,Nisa maafkan Abg Nisa. Zakri longlai dan diari ditangannya terlepas, sekeping gambar dihari pernikahan antara Zakri dan Nisa jatuh dikakinya dan Zakri mengambilnya. Belakang gambar itu tertulis "HARI YANG PALING GEMBIRA DAN BAHAGIA BUAT NISA DAN SEKELUARGA. NISA DISAMPING SUAMI TERCINTA SELEPAS DIIJABKABULKAN. SEMOGA KEGEMBIRAAN DAN KEBAHAGIAAN AKAN MENYELUBUNGI DIRI NISA DAN KELUARGA NISA HINGGA KEAKHIR HAYAT NISA. Zakri terjelepuk dilantai dan berjuta penyesalan merangkumi seluruh tubuhnya. Zakri seakan orang hilang akal. Satu demi satu setiap perlakuannya terhadap isterinya Nisa seperti terakam dalam kotak otaknya...setiap perbuatannya.. ..seperti wayang jelas terpampang.. . kenapalah sampai begini jadinya...kejamnya aku....Nisa, Nisa, Nisa maafkan Abang Nisa.. Sewakt jenazah Nisa tiba dirumah suasana amat memilukan. Zakri tidak terdaya untuk melihat keluarga Nisa yang begitu sedih atas pemergian Nisa.. Namun emak Nisa begitu tabah dan redha. Danial dan Dania sentiasa di dalam pangkuan neneknya.Saat akhir untuk melihat Jenazah Nisa, Zakri lihat muka Nisa tenang bersih dan Zakri kucup dahi Nisa buat kali terakhir seakan-akan lirik mata Nisa mengikuti wajah Zakri. "Nisa Abang minta ampun dan maaf" bisik Zakri perlahan pada telinga Nisa sambil menangis dengan berjuta penyesalan menimpa-nimpa dirinya. Apabila Zakri meletakkan kembar disisi ibunya mereka diam dari tangisan dan tangan dari bedungan terkeluar seolah-olah mengusapi pipi ibu mereka buat kali terakhir dan terlihat oleh Zakri ada titisan airmata bergenang di tepi mata Nisa. Meleleh perlahan-lahan bila kembar itu diangkat oleh Zakri. Kembar menangis semula setelah diangkat oleh Zakri dan diberikan kepada neneknya. Jenazah Nisa dibawa ke pusara dan ramai yang mengiringinya termasuklah kembar bersama. Walaupun kembar tidak tahu apa-apa tapi biarlah kembar mengiringi pemergian Nisa, Ibu mereka yang melahirkan mereka. Amat sedih ketika itu. Zakri tidak mampu berkata apa-apa melainkan menangisi pemergian Nisa yang selama ini merana atas perbuatannya. Dan akhirnya Jenazah Nisa selamat dikebumikan. Satu persatu orang ramai meninggalkan kawasan pusara dan akhirnya tinggallah Zakri keseorangan di pusara Nisa yang merah tanahnya...meratapi pilu, berderai airmata dengan jutaan penyesalan ..YA ALLAH , kuatkan hambamu ini YA ALLAH. Hanya KAU sahaja yang mengetahui dosa aku pada Nisa....ampunkan aku YA ALLAH....akhirnya Zakri terlelap disisi pusara Nisa bermimpikan oleh Zakri,Nisa datang mencium tangan, mengucup dahi dan memeluk Zakri dengan lembut mulus. Zakri melihat Nisa tenang dan jelas kegembiraan terpancar dimuka Nisa Putih bersih. Nisa, Nisa, Nisa nak kemana Nisa, Nisa, Nisaaaaaa. Zakri terjaga dari lenanya. Terngiang-ngiang suara kembar menangis. "YA ALLAH ,Zakri,Zakri bangun Zakri...dan hampir senja ni, mari kita balik, kenapa kau tidur kat sini Zakri?" tegur abang long , abang ipar Zakri. Dari jauh Zakri lihat emak dan kakak ipar mengendung kembar. Mereka menangis. Zakri berlari menuju ke arah kembarnya dan mengusap-usap ubun-ubun anak kembar dan secara automatik kembarnya diam dari menangis. "Danial, Dania anak ayah, ayah akan menjagamu nak...kaulah penyambung zuriat, darah daging ayah... emak, abang dan kakak ipar Zakri tersedu hiba dan mereka berlalu lemah meninggalkan pusara Nisa....

sedihnya..please to all man out there..dont ever do this to ur wife

love,

min

graphic design

2009-09-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

this post tribute to nadzrah..

since she loves recording music of herself singing n playing guitar..
(mcm nak buat music album je)

i tot of doing a cover album for her interest..
i used photoshop.

here are some of the designs..

it is not dat good..but im satisfied with my work..
hee..

love,
min

work

2009-09-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Im so..so tired with all the work loads;(

I'll be doing this for the rest of my life..

sabar jela..

love,

min

Camwhore

2009-08-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

Today..
me & nadzmin went to shah alam to send my maid to meet her friends/relatives..
At first, we tot of watching muvie..
after sending her..
unfortunately there is NO cinema at Shah Alam..
we text Zulia..but she said the nearest is in Bukit tinggi/Bukit Raja..cant remember
haish...thank God nadzmin bought hes camera..so we started camwhoring ..
as usual..
here are some gedik snap shots of us..
mostly me..
haha

love,
min

Future Past Tense

2009-08-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

27th august 09
buka puasa meet up..

location, the Curve:Marche

tese are my friends which i missed..
Cant believe we all hv grown up..
Tis is shereen..hvnt met her for 6 years..

tis are my close friends since school
From left,me,ain,nadzrah & nadiah

it's a beutiful ending

love,
~min~

My other Min

2009-08-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you about my other half
He is the greatest man I've ever met
It all started with the 9 missed calls
9 means love
Our relationship grew like a tree..
Until
My first day i entered to the SCOOL OF ARCHITECTURE
or i must say
ARCHITORTURE
really disaster..my life was a mess
i often lose my temper..my hormones were totally unstable
stay up late..sleepless nites and smell like S***
He is always there for me
Help me surviving through my years
making models, autoCad drawings, Photoshop, Printing
hehe
sometimes i even force him to hatch my drawings..
oltho he doesnt know anythg but he just do it..
thats y i love him soo much..
he never complains..
i feel like a very2 bad person
people say im Queen control..
Padahal
he offers himself to be my slave..
hahahha..
i missed mamak at 2 am in the morning..
(actually i missed waking u up n make u stay up with me to finish up my design..)
hehe..
im an emotional person..n he is always there to listen
there will never be a fullstop on how great he is..
Thank you soo much!!

love,

~min~

Kenapa saya pakai tudung?

2009-08-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

Kenapa saya pakai tudung?

Mula-mula saya pakai tudung sebab bestfren saya nampak sgt gorgeous dengan bertudung litup
memang sangat stail dan lawa
Saya mula tertarik hati untuk bertudung..Lets say lepas SPM..
anyway,now besfren saya tu dah tak pakai tudung
( but i hope if she reads this will open up her heart again)
terasa pelik kalau x berhijab dan saya rasa saya nampak lebih baik bertudung

walaubagaimanapun, bertudung ni memang wajib bagi seorng wanita islam bagi menutup aurat

love,
~min~

Nadia's engagement

2009-08-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

I love taking potrait shots

Cos it shows off the beauty& personality of the person

tese are some potrait snap shots from Nadia's engagement

Enjoy dolls!

love,
~min~

Moon of Ramadhan

2009-08-26T10:43:00.000+08:00

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Ramadhan arrives..
Seek for forgiveness..
It isnt too late
To look back at the past
what we've left and neglect
We must never forget

love
~min~

Congratulations Nadzrah!

2009-08-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hey Dolls!
Last sunday:23rd August..
I went on photography trip with nadzrah..
Here are some shots
Enjoy!
~min~

Re-blog

2009-08-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

hey dolls!

i unblog my blog again..

suddenly feel like blogging..

nothing personal..

love,
~min~